Exhale.

The past couple months have been a lot. People like their cheese during the holidays, and I struggled to keep up. I'd be ok with not making take and bake bries for at least six months and if I never hear the word "charcuterie" again, that's totally fine. 

Yesterday, for the first time since November, I've actually felt caught up at work and that was so nice. Got my shelf organized, and I can finally breathe again. 

Maybe now I can actually remember what day it is and actually make significant ground on my long form fiction. (I have a lot of notes and am excited about a lot of projects. 2020 will be a good year.) 

One of my biggest problems is consistency. (I may have mentioned this, I don't remember. My brain fog is still dissipating.) So I'm making a concerted effort to stick with writing everyday, posting blog posts MWF, and working out at least 4 times a week. 

I started a little before the new year, but so far so good. I got this.

As far as my no spending any money in January, so far I paid to renew my Beachbody on Demand membership, but I do consider that a necessity. I have some DVDs, sure, but on demand has so much more variety and Liift 4 is only available on demand. So I have to have it, so I will do the program I know I'll stick with.