Wednesday, February 12, 2020

What a day.

I tried making a vlog, but my life is pretty boring to be honest lol.

I woke up around 2 am, fell back asleep about an hour before my alarm, and was tired all day.

Work was...work. Bries came in out of date, which sucks that I won't get those sales but also can't say I'm mad about not having to make a bunch of take and bakes.

Finished season one of You which quite honestly was terrifying and makes me kind of ok that my cat is my valentine and also a little sad that no one has loved me that much, because I'm broken and fucked up.

Also Valentine's Day is a bullshit holiday. I'm not salty because I'm single. It really is a bullshit holiday.

A little wistful for last year. I had a good time then *wink*. But I fucked that up by catching feelings. Well, I admitted my feelings and he never responded, which we all know is a response in itself. Like, I knew he didn't reciprocate and that's fine. I said as much. But now we don't even really talk which sucks.

Got my workout in late today, leg day and kicked my ass. My legs are jello.

I didn't really get into what I said I was going to talk about, mainly because I don't really feel like gutting myself right now.

Actually, Friday would be the perfect day for that. I don't know. We'll see. I'm in an OK headspace, but a little fragile.

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