Betting on myself...

I got an email from Healthy Wage offering a $200 bonus to place a weight loss wager. 

Now, I'm broke. Money is very high stakes at the moment. But I decided to take the plunge and give it a go. $300 to lose 30 lbs in 6 months. If I do it, I win $1100 something.

Didn't you do this once before?

I sure did. And I lost. $600. But the difference this time is that I don't feel this is totally unreasonable. 5 lbs a month, that's totally doable as long as I'm not an idiot. Also, as I said, money is very high stakes. Moreso than last time. I *have* to win. 

So by the end of June, I need to be back to my pre-Citi weight...where I wanted to lose 50 lbs from lol. I just want to get back to where I feel comfortable and ok about myself, and right now, I'm very self-conscious and feel like an elephant. 

The biggest problem for me currently is eating healthy vs. eating cheap/free. But I'll get it. I have to get my money back!